Puff puff pass

My body feels heavy as I lean back and fall slowly into my worn out mattress. Pretty white beams of light fill the room, fluctuating in chorus (or was it?). My body is feels free and easy now. The mattress is warm and safe. Each time I turn my head to face the door…it isn’t… Read More Puff puff pass

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Day 346. Just 19 days left for the new year. Church was the highlight of the evening as Father Pete cut the sermon short and explained the usual “God does not punish, God is a loving God….he forgives.” Forgiveness. Isn’t that what Christmas is all about? Ahh if only I could truly feel forgiven, I… Read More 346